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THE ROAD TO
RESOLUTION ...in the corridors of Time... by p a pearson I was thinking the other day about a place called Newgrange, located in the present day County of Meath on the east coast of Ireland. The Megalithic Passage Tomb at Newgrange was built about 3200 BC, making it older than Britain’s more famous Stonehenge, and is best known for the illumination of its passage and chamber by the winter solstice sun. I find it interesting that, in all the intellectual
wisdom of our modern times, we can say without
question when the Newgrange structure
was built and what materials were originally
used. We can judge with mathematical precision
that the builders certainly had a good
understanding of astronomy because of their
exact placement of the stones. But we somehow
still cannot explain why it was built, nor
what exactly people of that time 5,000 years
ago were thinking when they ceremoniously
awaited – perhaps without actually knowing
why – for the sun to cross a certain passage
within that mysterious circle of stone, for a dramatic
17 minutes, when a shaft of sunlight
shone through the roof over the entrance to
light up the chamber, signaling the celebration
of Light in the rebirth of the Sun into a new
solar year.
I wonder if, 50 centuries from now, anyone will
know why we -- at the dawn of the 21st century
A.D. -- stare for hours, from sometimes thousands
of miles away, at a multicolored sphere
of light, just to watch it slowly drop within dramatic
60 seconds from a tower of steel and
glass, marking the beginning of each new year.
We live in exciting times, this dawning of a new
age in technology and communication. A flight
to the moon takes just a few days; a journey
across oceans, mere hours. Messages from
anywhere in the world can be sent and
received in a matter of minutes; the flick of a
button could destroy it all in seconds. We live
in a 24/7 X-box world, where buff is tough and
thin is in. We multitask our every-day lives
making deals on the telephone while driving
our children across high-speed freeways from
daycare to drive-through dinners. We live in a
world where the words “I need a vacation” are
met with laughter and disregard; in a time when
time itself is a most valuable commodity.
Yet in thinking of those Neolithic kindred spirits
of humankind from so long ago, I wonder how
much civilization really has changed in the centuries
of time between our time and theirs. We
may use cell phones instead of smoke signals,
but we still have the urge to communicate with
our neighbors. Instead of physically hunting for
our food, we do quite avidly stalk the grocery
ads for the best bargains. Instead of using
sticks and sharpened stones to bring down our
prey, we courageously capture our sustenance
in wheeled carts of steel and purchase it with
small cards made of plastic. The start button
on the microwave has replaced lighting fire with
flint rock. The storytellers can now be called
filmmakers. The runners taking news from village
to village are now instead known as
media. Will those who live 5,000 years from
now think we are really so different than those
5,000 years before?
The common thread, I think, is felt mostly when
the seasons change to shorter days and longer
nights. The air turns cooler as the northwesterly
breeze spins into chaos a colorful kaleidoscope
of falling leaves, inevitably landing in
doorways that open to a landscape of dying
summer. It is as though we are tied within the
braided circle of life, regardless of our own
place on the yardstick of time, to this annual
time to reflect on what has been good (and
bad); a time to bring together for appraisal all
we have acquired (and all we have lost); a time
to gather humanity around us in warmth and
generosity (again); a time to face the future
with a renewed sense of hope (still).
No one is really sure how long ago humans
recognized the winter solstice and began
heralding it as a turning point, but most scholars
agree it stemmed from an ancient fear that
the failing light of the sun would never return
unless humans intervened with anxious vigil
and/or antic celebration of some form or another.
The ancient Mesopotamians celebrated the
time of the winter solstice with a festival of
renewal designed to tame the monsters of
chaos for one more year. The Babylonians and
the Persians celebrated the rebirth of the sun
by creating a temporary subversion of order
where, as the old year died, rules of ordinary
living were relaxed, if only for a day. The winter
solstice ritual in Ancient Greece was called
the Festival of the Wild Women. Not to be outdone,
the Romans celebrated "seed-time," giving
themselves up for a week to the wild joys of
feasting, gift-giving, and lighting candles and
lamps to chase away the spirits of darkness.
And in China, the day of winter solstice is
called Dong Zhi ("The Arrival of Winter") celebrated
as a feast during the coldest months,
with Ju Dong ("doing the winter").
From ancient times to modern times and from
all corners of the world, the return to longer
days and shorter nights has been celebrated
by all types of people, from hundreds of cultures,
in their own ways and for their own reasons.
The seasonal rejoining of humanity
through feasting, giving, and regenerating
hope ensures the warmth and light of that fire
never goes out. Far be it from us, the pampered
descendants of the 20th Century melting
pot of diversity called the United States, to turn
away from tradition that is millenniums old. Not
only have we openly embraced the seasonal
traditions, we have taken them into the next
generation of celebration: we actually start the
party in October.
As October draws to a close, we joyfully begin
to shroud our lives in black and orange; decorate
our homes with dead corn stalks; spend
artistic hours carving intricate faces into pumpkins;
and accept with humor dismembered
body parts, bloody ghouls, demons in the night,
and scary rubber masks of music superstars
and presidents living and/or dead. We call this
Halloween, and spend tons of money on tons
of miniature candy to be freely given away to
miniature people (we can only hope are children)
wearing costumes and masks through
the dark cold night, shamelessly going from
door to door demanding all the sugar we have.
Halloween is the opening celebration to our
season of rebirth. |
Whether we actually celebrate ourselves or not; whether or not we prepare children to be sent out on candy-hunting expeditions; whether we see no significance to it at all, the spirit of Halloween's playfulness reaches each of us in one way or another. There is always that one moment during every Halloween season we have a memory sparked from a single child's joy that somehow touches the innocent child – the one without fear, facing a hopeful future -- who lives within us all. Having crossed the ritual of frightening away all our own types of chaos, we turn to the theme of Thanksgiving, celebrating all the things and all the people that combine to make our lives wonderful. It is a time for family and friends to gather and to share, and to demonstrate thanks for what we have, rather than focus on what we don’t. Thus we begin our Thanksgiving season, shedding the black and orange for browns and yellows and reds; enveloping an urge to dress candles and toy turkeys in miniature pilgrim clothes for decoration; and universally developing an uncanny fondness for pumpkin pie. Yet there is each year that one moment in time, sounding above the family gatherings, the countless parades, timeless seasonal movies, and endless football bowls. It penetrates our gluttonous souls, helping us realize Thanksgiving is a time to realize all that we are and know is cause and effect by all that surrounds us, and we are grateful for that. The ritual successfully turns us into sentimentally thankful saps, and we now feel compelled to spread this newly found rebirth of spirit within us to everyone we know, and even those we don’t (whether they really want us to or not). Surrounded now by brilliant greens and reds and whites, flashing lights outline homes and yards, turning even the saddest block into a Vegas-like wonderland of color. The smell of pine permeates the air from street corner tree lots; holiday music plays at every turn; we willingly spend mass quantities of money on ourselves and others; and enough food and drink begins passing amongst us, in the name of celebration, to feed a small Indonesian nation for the next six years. This climax to our festival season is a fun, emotional,
tradition-making journey of intense sentiment
not one of us can ignore. It is a time of
confusing contradiction. It is a happy time, and
a sad time; a time of methodical tradition, and
a time of chaos. Although overwhelmed in the
glow of universal goodwill, hostility still occurs
over truly trivial things, like parking spaces at
the mall. The desperate needs of the needy
take center stage this one time of year to touch
the generosity of our souls. At the same time
greed and self-interest are at their highest.
Through ringing bells and caroling; passing
decorated store windows and streets; and seeing
Santa occasionally drive by in his Ford
truck, the nagging chord of contradiction can
sometimes take its emotional toll. True faith in
what we do (and why) begins to decline. Yet
there is always that one special moment during
the holidays you see the look in someone's
eyes when you know they received the perfect
gift. It isn't the gift you feel, but the warmth
from their heart and the secret smile you share
-- that is always remembered the most.
After chasing away our chaos, finding calm in
our thanksgiving, and reveling in our gift-giving,
we then by instinct face the ancient cleansing
ritual of a solid new year experience. Whether
we celebrate the turning of time at Times
Square, attend a masquerade ball, or play with
our friends on the Internet, as the clock strikes
midnight, we say goodbye to the old and usher
in the new. By instinct on that one magical
night, we know we have within us the power to
change ourselves and our lives, and – as
though wishing with a genie's lamp – we face a
brave new world by making resolutions we too
often fail to keep.
As those who may look back upon us 50 centuries
from now, I look back to those at
Newgrange knowing it was human, I feel quite
sure, to be touched by memories, both old and
new, of annual clan gatherings. Surely the
cooks spent hours by the fires cooking traditional
stews and sharing new-found ideas on
how to season things up a bit throughout the
year. Children, no doubt, delighted in newly
carved figurines made just for them and hid in
the shadows listening to the hunters who most
certainly quibbled endlessly on how to best
paint the year's biggest mammoth hunt on that
traditional cave wall.
Whether or not the people at Newgrange had a
ritual they called "resolutions" that concluded
this annual celebration, I feel quite sure there
did come for them that one moment, settling in
the quiet of the night, while they nestled snuggly
under warm mammoth skins, that they each
magically touched upon the eternal chords of
humanity, realizing – as we all must do -- the
true gift of life. That gift is to always remember
the playfulness of the human spirit; not take life
too seriously sometimes; and always venture
forward with faith, and without fear. Reach out
from the cocoons of life we too often become in
order to think of others before we think of ourselves.
Be ever grateful for what we have to
give; as well as ever learn to humbly accept
gratitude ourselves. Selflessly remember
those in need, to help however and whenever
we can, even if we can only help a little.
Especially remember the needs of those we
love, and to show them often how much they
are loved in unexpected and pleasing ways.
And so it has been for all humanity across the
ages, as I hope it will be for ages to come,
when that one moment comes to us all -- and I
do feel quite sure it does – when we each ceremoniously
step ourselves into the very same
corridors of time. Joining hands in an eternal
circle of humanity, where the past is present
and the future is now, for that one magical
moment crossing from one year to the next, we
realize the only hope for the future throughout
time has been the promise of humanity to just
do our best.
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